Legit |
Last
night I attended a memorial service for a local cyclist named Jerry Shafer, who
was killed last weekend in a bike/car accident.
Jerry was a very influential guy in the cycling community, and sadly I
only knew of him, rather than actually knowing him. During the memorial, which was held at the
Redmond Velodrome, a number of folks took the microphone to share memories of
Jerry. One guy used the term “legit.”
I’ve
been searching for a word to describe how I feel about why I do the things that
I do. I spend a lot of time, money,
thought, and effort on athletic pursuits, despite the fact that I am no gifted
athlete. In fact I’ve never won any
athletic competition. So if I’m not going
to win why do it. Why push so hard? Why spend so much energy? I now have an answer: I want to be legit.
For the
past three years I’ve been deeply involved in bicycle racing. In bike racing hitting the ground is just
part and parcel of the sport: you will hit the deck the only question is
when. When it comes to falling I’m not
really worried about possible physical trauma, but I am worried, very worried,
about being the nut who causes a crash. The
cycling community is tight knit, and it’s a long road living down the
reputation of being a bozo.
Being legit
means earning the respect of your peers.
“Earning” is the keyword in that sentence. You earn respect by showing up ready and willing
to work hard for your teammates. You earn
respect by putting in the time to develop your technical skills. You earn respect by accepting your bad days
for what they are – bad days. You earn
respect by racing hard while simultaneously supporting not only your teammates
but your opposition – winners don’t turn their foes into losers.
Being
legit is one of those elusive goals: something you strive for, move toward, but
may never grasp.